Andrea's Space-Simple LifeStyle

Appreciation

2011-12-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

When your little brother hide behind the door, waiting for you getting out of car and trying to scare you out.

Enjoy the joy.

Don't scold at him for playing all day long, at least he want to play with you.

When you saw a drawing on the table, look at it and appreciate it. Maybe you might not understand a single meaning of it, but don't ignore it. When you ignore it, you are actually killing people's dream. 'cause your dream is not a trash so do other people's dream. When u do it to a child, it is worst, you destroy and grab his creativity and future away. You don't have the right to do so.

You might had a bad day, but everyone does. Even if they don't have it, you don't have the right to destroy their joy of the day. Stop screaming and shouting, the world might had become more peaceful when less shouting is made.

Admit what is wrong, admit what is right. Appreciate others. Care about other's feeling.

Last, destroy people's whole new day in the early morning, is definitely a crime. Stop that, because no one OWE you.

You don't buy happiness and you don't pay for it either.

Peace~

我的疯狂主意~ My Crazy Idea

2011-11-14T21:24:00.001+08:00

我，在别人眼里，就是典型的乖乖女。我不会有任何超乎想象，不可思议的动作。每天除了上班，上课，就是在家里。在家里的活动，也就是上上网，看看书，还有写写功课。我最疯狂的举动，就只有和朋友喝了点酒，大哭到无法自拔。

可是，谁说，沉睡的火山，不会爆发？这可是最危险的一种，熔岩在低地可酝酿的可久了。

自小，我就有许许多多的想法，虽然有很多都忘了，可是，我却还是保留了一些。

我就来谈谈我20年来，我能记得，大大小小，疯狂有合理的想法！

疯狂第一部曲：让沙漠变成绿洲

或许，听起来有一点白费功夫，也有一点白痴。我也曾经被别人嘲笑过。

中学时期，初中上地理课的时候，老师就会教我们沙漠的类型（又在怀疑沙漠有分类型吗？），还会教我们人类的渺小，自然界的威猛。即便，地球因为我们受伤了，但，我们却无可否认自然对我们的报复。

随着世界人口渐渐增长，粮食越来越少。人类的破坏，让地球生气，对我们报复了。除了显而易见的自然灾害，绿洲沙漠化，却是对人类以致大自然循环，造成无可磨灭却又如此看似微小却很大的伤害。

那时我就想，既然我们意识到这个危机，为什么我们不去解决呢？

然后，我就选读再升高中的时候，选读了理科班。那时我的想法很简单，绿洲沙漠化，不就是没有了营养、水分、树木的支撑，那我们就在沙漠化的地方想办法，浇水、种树，说不定还能在沙哈拉沙漠，种出一片热带雨林呢？

然后，我在报章上，读到有一群科学家，正在朝这个目标努力着。曾经我以为，我会就这样在大学选读地质系或是环境工程系。可我就是很没骨气的，朝着另外一个方向前行。

就这样，这个想法成了我心底一个小小，却又不是我能完成的梦想。

拥有这么一个梦想并不是想让世界看到我。我只是想要在别人抛弃这个美丽的星球奔向别的陌生星球之前，抱起这个星球，然后交给我的孩子，让他们能像我一样幸福，在这个美丽又珍贵的地方长大，并能看到我所看的一切美丽事物。

疯狂第二部曲：开一家餐厅

这个想法，一直没有被我抛在我脑中的阁楼。餐厅的装潢、菜单、构思、设计、主题等等，反反复复的在我脑海里翻转。

这是一个可以被实现的梦想。这个梦想似乎更加踏实却也很疯狂，至少我是这么认为的~

很多人说，你要开餐厅，一定要会煮好词的饭菜。我说，管你的！

一家餐厅，顾名思义，就是让人家平常好吃的食物。这一点，我却一点也不担心。因为我的嘴可挑了，是我的胃不怎么挑！

疯狂第三步曲：一个人的日子

很多时候，我都无法一个人。即便绝大部分时间我都是一个人，可是我却没让我的脑停止过。我让他日以继日的想念我的朋友，我的家人，甚至陌生人。我知道是有一点自闭。

可是，我却一直都想要过上一段时间，哪怕只是一天，只有我一个人。

包括一个人旅行，一个人逛街，一个人看电影，一个人吃饭。完完全全的一个人，不让任何人打扰，也不让任何人进入我的脑里。只是我一直没有鼓起勇气。或许，我放在屋顶了吧！

从这里发想，我突然觉得，一个人去看电影。去同一家戏院的同一间播映厅，尝试做不同的位置。这样，就可以在同一家戏院的同一个播映厅，看不同的戏。就好像不同的心情，就应该换不同的位置。

一个播映厅有百多个位置，我就可以开上百部电影，不管是什么电影。

听起来并不是什么伟大的主意，而且还带一点无聊。可是，这是我的主意，我的想法，只要我愿意。不杀人不犯法，我会愿意去尝试的~

而现在，我又有一个想法——把这些想法都记录下来。

那你呢？

告诉我你的疯狂主意或想法，我会帮你用我的方式记录下来。或者你也可以给我寄封电邮，用你的方式，记录下来，并告诉我。

Sharing Is Caring.

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Have you ever had any crazy ideas? crazy enough to let you remember it like it can't be erase in any way.

I had! not only one I had! some i got it since I am young as a youngster, some I just got it. But,whats the different? To me, they were all unique and crazy enough for me to remember it for a lifetime.

Crazy Idea #1
Transform a desert into an oasis

This idea came to me when I still a middle high school student. It was on a period where our geographic teacher teach us about desert and its type (serious doubt about the type). She also teach us about how powerful can the nature be to revenge on what we had did to our mother nature. It was a topic about how oasis slowly turn into desert in some place of the world.

Then, the idea came. I wonder, by that time, why don't we just do something about this issue when we are seriously aware of it? Why don't we stop hurting the mother nature while saving it from nature disaster. We can prevent it.

For a student like me, I had a very simple theory: the land is dry, they do not have any nutrient to support any growth of any organism, there are no support for them. Besides being panic on the expanding of desert, we can just simply find any way we can to give it some water, plant some tree.

It is normal right? When you plant is dying and you saw the soil is dry, you make it moisture with water. Eventhough we are dealing with rocks and sands, but no harm to try, no harm to express our love.

The love is not to get any fame or money. The love is not only for the mother nature but also my child. What i wish to do is hold it tight, carry it, care for it and pass it to my children before everyone give up on this planet and fly to another strange planet. I only want my child to experience my happiness to be grown up on this planet. Let them have a chance to see what I had seen and had not seen.

Crazy Idea # 2
Own a restaurant

I know this idea seems a little bit boring. But yea, I wanna own a restaurant. Not any ordinary restaurant that can be bought in any place. Maybe most of the people beside me thought that I would be a doctor, scientist or whatever that sounds professional.

But somehow, this idea came to me since I am young. I wanted to own a shop since don't know when. Then, one day, own a restaurant become a pretty nice idea to me.

Even though I follow a different path now, but, the idea never fade away from me. I keep having a lot of idea on how should I decorate my restaurant, what food should I serve, what theme should I set, where should I build it or open it. It was like part of my dream.

I like what I am currently doing, but I keep this dream so that my life won't lost any hope.

Happy Go Lucky~

2011-10-25T23:38:00.000+08:00

Life ain't easy for us, and I knew this better now.

To whom it may concern, I may seems invisible for pass three weeks. In facts, i really SEEMs to be like that. But actually, I do not. right after I update my last post, I started my internship life. I didn't talk about it much and I don't know is it nice to talk about it here. It was not bad, at least, much better than what i imagine.

I saw lots of people update on how their intern's life had been, however, I don't really think it will be good to update MY LIFE from time to time. First, it was my life and i only wanted to report to myself, not the world, which made me quite invisible to the world.( I mean, from some aspect). Secondly, I don't feel like, so-called, show off how my working place was like. Since I know it is a little bit much better than some friend out there. Third, I don't think doing the basic thing is anything wrong to an intern when you are doing your job. For me, tasks like washing, cleaning, arranging, ( more or less like a cleaner) is my daily task now. Of course, I am not here to offence anyone. hehe

Imma explaining how i disappear myself.

Then, I may had less facebook status update when compare to the period when I'm still that naive college student. I am not mature, not very at least, but i don't feel like updating. It was nothing to share something on facebook. now come the facts.

fact 1, I do have a lot of thing to tell. Post as a status, but also a passageway to send a message to someone else. But things change fast here, same apply to incident around me, and also my mind.

fact 2, I do refresh my facebook homepage every MINUTE when I am free everynight. I just don't feel like post any status.

so anything about my life?

yea i guess so,

I drive, I mean alots of driving.

I play piano, maybe not as often, but i play

lol

good night.

Peace~

力不从心

2011-09-30T18:47:00.001+08:00

明明知道自己有山那么高的工作需要完成，可是却一直不想去开始。这种感觉就是力不从心吧~现在开始了，进度确实不是普通的慢。你问我，我到底干了什么？我好想回答：荒废人生。

可是，事实却不尽然。
我不想就这样毫无作为的活下去。或许无法改变整个世界，可我还是想对社会作出些许些许的贡献。
天知道我会有什么贡献？
阅读着别人的论文，感觉自己，长大了。面对着这些以前根本没想过会读得明白的论文，我现在尽然能够一字一句，慢慢的去明白~我想这是长大的印证，以及知识给与我的能力。

该开始工作了~

Distance

2011-09-27T02:44:00.001+08:00

We may had been close,but, we are distance now.

Some said I am cruel, but, after five months of consideration, exploring, and realizing, I think how it works between us now is the best solution. I had been burden, guilty, sorry, but not sad. Now, I feel thankful and glad. Thanks for giving me a great experience.Thanks because it was you but not other. Thanks for letting me realize how stupid and bad I am. Thanks for giving me a chance to grow up.

You may say, how could you give up so easily? Yea, I can and I just did it.

I actually feel glad. I am glad that I had stop everything before anyone of us hurt. further and deeper. I called it a break and you agree. I am glad you do so back then. I am glad the mistake was end that time. I won't ask you to be any friend of mine. I read from an article. We can't be friend. Close stranger? i doubt bout that. i doubt that anyone in this world can barely understand why I wanna do something at some time. but ot the other time. or in simple way, i don't really think you know me well.

Some asked, is there any chance for recovery? I guess I had answered just now.

You like doesn't mean I had to like also. So, stop ask me the same question. you don't know what happen between us. please don't comment on it. there is always secret to make the memory beautiful and meaningful.

We been holding each other hands. but now I guess we may shake each other hands. Bye.

My Dream ~

2011-09-20T03:25:00.000+08:00

Here come the urge! Its 3am morning, I'm still awake with post-exam effect-Insomnia.

Well, I'm going to talk about My Imaginary Home~

I believe everyone have a dream. They dream about how their future car would look like; how their future house would look like and how their future would look like.

For me, i don't have much fantasy on car. I want a car which is comfortable to drive, to sit, to enjoy the journey. =D However, I do have fantasy about my dream house.

There so many sample out there, with fantastic design, decoration but that others people home, not mine after all. But those sample do have some element that i would like to include.

So, how would my dream house look like?
For the single Andrea,

It should not be any house with garden, but plant is prefer. Those planted in pots.^^ In my imagination, studio or small , well-manage condo is most preferred.
Hrm, there should be a wooden plank floor, of course no shoe is allow. Living room may have a plasma TV, and a small stereo system. A white sofa is most prefer. Living room is intact with dining room but separated with curtain. white wall with some nice wall sticker. Main decoration should be my own photography. no matter it is pro or not. TV table should be wooden.
The dining room is right beside the entrance, with a small but fully-equip kitchen. Dining table should be white wooden table with white wooden chair. No door is to separate the kitchen and the dining room. Laundry room is right beside kitchen. Oooh, not to forget a big mirror on the wall of the dining room.
there would be only a sliding door separating all three room in my home. One room for me, one as my workplace a.k.a reading area, and one is for my beloved family, my young sister or my mother. <3
My room, hrm,how should it be?
middle size, comfy, with love. More photography.

the main point is a place i can expressed my imagination, a place to let me continue my dream--- my workplace.
a wall-full of books is a must! a big world map marking the place i had been to. a piano at the side of the room. and of course a working table. more photographing is a Super MUST!

Next blog would be the home for Non-single Andrea. ( as in married form or with family)

So, above is my future dream home.
i had a small request here, can anyone who had read this blog help e to sketch out how it actually look like? teehee..
another request, you are welcome to share how your dream home look like~ you may send it into my mail ( by sketch or words) or just simply left a comment. no reward will be giving out.~ purpose?
Its just a simple sharing-is-caring activity. ^^

Life proceed, with love.
Andrea

Today lesson~

2011-08-16T19:31:00.002+08:00

Lesson 1:
Never ever curse people or scold people easily
It would be foolish to use own advantage to scold people, because scolding people is not a good thing and it also reflects on yourself. Its only show your own idiocy. Peace~ ^^

Lesson 2:
" Does you all know what does fagot means?" asked Miss Dodger." Check the dictionary, Jamie!"
" A bundle of sticks or twig bound together, Miss Dodger." answer Jamie.
" Do Jamie looks like a fagot?" said Miss Dodger " If you wanna give others a nickname, please ensure that you know the meaning!"

~quote one of the scene in Pheobe in Wonderland

when you address people stupid or what so ever, you really makes people feel pity on you. Peace~^^

Lesson 3:
Clear about my role.Done my Job well~
Do what I have to do, make it perfect and success. Never make trouble to others. Responsible to others or task you promised. Get what you worth. Realize you mistake, admit it and change it. Listen to others, let other to have chance to finish what they want to tell. Peace~^^

Lesson 4:
Smile

Smile to every single matter that is worth. smile to everyone that worth. smile to people. Andrea~ Peace^^

New Chapter of My pre-New life

2011-07-13T01:05:00.002+08:00

despite the facts, i m going to have a test tomorrow and i haven't start yet. I feel like blogging AGAIN!! Inspiration always came in random. So, do enjoy!

I think I am in love... in love with camera~ and i had tried something new in my life ~~modeling~~^^
it is fun and somehow i feel young and energetic.OF couse i do!! i am a youngster^^ nothing too much to say...photo tell everything!

ALL of themwere taken by different photographer in the same trip.
Location: Pulau Pangkor, Perak, Malaysia

Photographer : Leon

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Photographer: Jia Jia

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Photographer : Hon Leong

(seriously ignore my stupid face)

^^ having fun to be friend with all the phtography society member...hopw we can have more interaction in the future^^

Ciao~~~

p/s: yea right....narcism...lol....i know i am...perhaps i may have Bipolar Disorder~~ ^^

I LOVE MALAYSIA

Andrea ~

24小时

2011-04-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

我是悲伤的，我一直都是

24小时，可以干什么？
24小时，可以包括好多好多事……
可以，参加一项考试，因为紧张搞砸料的考试~
可以，因不再熟悉，在两个月台跑来跑去
可以，和朋友在繁闹的城市里，找到一个清静的地方
可以，大白天，烈日当空两个女生喝vodka，喝得昏熏熏~
可以，让一个家翻天覆地……

我的24小时，以前我总认为24小时不够用，可是现在，我发现24小时并不会少。
时间对我的人生开了小玩笑……
只是这个玩笑有一点太复杂了~

我只想简单的继续我的生活
我的简单的生活~

Day before i started to rust....

2010-10-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

bla bla bla.....
Opening again?! okay, Lets see! I am going to share some memory here...Before my blog start growing grass and fungi. Hehe!

yea, it is my second sembreak, since my uni life begin.
A conclusion for this trimester~ it was a mess. yea! MESS!!i didn't really pay attention to the class, i started to skip some of the class. honestly, i purposely give myself a one-week holiday before the most hectic period of the trimester came. Not my fault actually, they 'rob' my holiday, so i stole it back. But also include my piano practical exam.

As usual, i play facebook when exam is approaching, i even watch movie!! yea!! Journey to the Center of The earth!! After that was my super tiring schedule of study study and study for a month!!! Until last week, only i get to start my so-called trimester break where more than half of the people in Kampar had already start to enjoy!!

Hrm, now i am wondering why i don't wrote this in my diary? keke...simply no answer.

to look back at the past, it was not a good thing actually. I can't really remember!

However, it was lucky that I still have some good time in that particular hectic moment!!
I will seperate it into several post, that event in the hectic perios and event happen few days before!!^^
I don't knoe whether is there poeple reading it... but it was just simply so many thing in the picture. other than those u can understand in my facebook!!
So do anticipate!!

"We got to have faith, aren't we?"~quote the movie "Nanny McPhee: The Big Bang!"

Truth

2010-09-01T18:05:00.000+08:00

it is pathetic when you know there is a truth

Truth,
something you have to accept
something cruel enough to let you unacceptable
something you cannot change

Life became miserable
when you find out there are more that you can withstand
and thats truth tell you

it apply to a broken heart
cause, you have to accept , and you cannot change it
you may stick the broken pieces back
but it will not be the same anymore

like a broken cup
even u stick it back together, it was still a broken cup...

bye bye to my formal life....
now i have more reason....

A peaceful world

2010-08-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

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Am I a good girl?

2010-07-31T16:31:00.001+08:00

hrm..let see what i did today?
i went to mid term test~i make it through from 8 am to 11.30am....sleep for 15 minutes
i walk from the shop back to my home~ not the usual bus stop that usually near my house
i sleep for a while~before i get shock n never sleep anymore
i sweep my floor even mop it ( same meaning)
i wash my cloth and hang it outside
i wash my toilet
i practice my piano

so does these make me a good girl?^^
judge me...^^

Update!!!

2010-07-26T20:40:00.001+08:00

finally!!!Update!!!haha....but actually who cares about my blog post...I do..at least...^^

ok!!finish with those crap.....
1st thing I wanna talk about is the latest blog post,definitely not this, it was a sharing of article (poem) from an e-mail i reaceive. Why would i shared an email where i usually dont do? the reason is clear enough. i got touched...or i should say inspired. and the most inportant fact is it make me feel like i m a bad lover.

am i?
i wouldn't know. and the answer would just leave it to the special one...

okay, 2nd thing is about my life. my university life.
actually i like the way i live now. at least not many doubt, trouble or problem for me. i believe i am independent enough to live alone. But sometimes, things just don't turn out like they should be. this made me hate this place as never before.
why? the stress, the people, the hotness.

the feeling get stronger when i last went back to my hometown~KL
it was the night trip, i look out to the city that i can't see in this village place and the feeling of crying and touch had reach to the peak point of the day. I had this feeling when i 1st came bak to KL, never after that, until that particular rainy night.
i had the feeling to not leaving a city life. i feel like it was the night life i want and not the night i spend in the mamak stall with my beloved friend.
it was a strong feeling that i should not choose to do further study in the 1st place. so i have the enough evidence to not stay in this place anymore.but now i can't, i just can't. the reason for me to stay is more htan the reason for me to leave.

i think about this before.
i m a girl that is very happy. it should be happy.
i have a guy that love me very much, so do I to him.
i have a bunch of friends that talk craps and joke with me, share with me, play with me, work with me.
i have a uncomplete or excessive but happy family.
i have chance to eat, sleep, play, study and blogging.

...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
...

so what do i want?
i really do not know. the stress i had after i came here had drive me crazy.
it was hard to notice from the outside as i m good in pretending or acting.

hrm.... spread it out mayb a good choice... at least i have a platform to tell
SEE!!! i got everything i want...i should be a girl that is full of happiness.
GOSH!!!!
cant beleive i m telling crap again.

A Real Boyfriend

2010-07-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.
Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouthKiss her
When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks shes
stronger than you
Grab her and dont let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind <3

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
dont look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

A Walk to the End of the World

2010-07-04T18:05:00.001+08:00

how i wish i can go and have a walk now......whatever place that can calm me down.....
perhaps i should throw away everything i have now....perhaps the end the world is my destiny....perhaps i should not care about what others says about me....perhaps i should empty my bank note......perhaps i need a space....

but, who can bring me there?

i look around, and i found no one.....
seriously, no one....

and there ain't a corner for me
to hide myself
to cry it out
to have some personal space
to figure it out

how stupid i am
how stupid i am to make a decision
how regret i am now
regret for both the negative and positive way...for someone it is....two way

but for me....it was juz a big regret.....

for the first time
i am negative for us

i don't know why i am so depresse for what the one did
i don't know why am i so frustrated now....

oh, please, some one guide me, bring me out of this dark meadow....
or else, i may be the stupiest person in the world
after i judge someone by doing the stupid things.....

Déprimé

2010-05-16T23:25:00.001+08:00

feel like dying......

why cant you just call me....

i know you had apologize for what you had done....

but i still cant accept it....

for some reason...which i also don't know what is it....

i hope i can talk to you....maybe it will make me feel better....
i do not wish our relationship will start to have some kind of unnessary cracking.....
just because of this!!

Joshua Hong.....i m really depressed NOW!!!!

What I Can Do In My SemBreak?

2010-05-11T01:05:00.000+08:00

1.activate 'show what i m listening to' at msn pm.....by not feeling guilty......
2. sleep at 2 and wake up at 10
3.eat, eat, eat, EAT....as much as i can!!!! without the use of brain to think of what i had to hav for my next meal
4. watch movie....i m not gonna miss out any of that.....

5. window shopping with Amy!!!! she is gonna visit me!!!
6.Gathering.....it is all about gathering.....Sr2ScB 08' Gathering, Sr3Sc 09' gathering....la la la la
7. change my hair style.....

maybe short bob....^^

long curly with some brown?

8. Finish the drama..............

Cinderalla sister.....i juz love it!!

9.watch TV!!!! watch as much as i can!!!

10. read news paper!!!!!! i want to know everything that i had miss out!!!!

11. Practice my piano!!! this is the most importan t point!!!!! Grade 8! i m coming!!

Sem Break

2010-05-10T19:28:00.000+08:00

reading my previous post....
i had a great feeling....
i won't screw up my trimester...

not to say i can get A's
but at least i can pass all
these is what i can sure about~

so now....
i m happily celebrating my SEM BREAK

Emo-ing

2010-04-17T10:22:00.000+08:00

recently there sumthing good happen,
but also something bad~~

something that cannot recover by the happiness from the good thing

emo, is the only word can describe how i feel~~

when i m in kindergarden
i got 56 in my exam
so do my sister
i dunno what is that 56 represent
so i had my happily ever after childhood

when i m in my standard 1
i study in the last class
i told myself,
it's okay, they didn't arrange the class according to the reputation

the second year i went into the forth class
and i start to realise how 56 ad 99 affect my life

the third year i manage to study at second class
but,
it is not enough for me
i fight for it
just because i want to be in the fisrt class
eventually i get third place in my standard five
and i successfully get into first class (the so-class brilliant class)
in addition,i get a quite good result in my UPSR

in secondary,
i am still in the second class...
but now i didn't want to fight to be in the first class
with those competitive, crazy, fake people
i wouldn't have my happy life of high school
so....i just try my best

but
how i define my best?

my best= the last minute work~>and i get to have my second place when i m in my fifth year of high school....

the last year~i screw up
my UEC, and also my life

eventually, i came to this extremely lifeless and boring place....

but life does not get any easier
because i am a university student
i had to study for every test~~~

not like my high school.....i can watch the tv day before a test

and today
i had a test~~

the result is i screw up again~~
now i know how the 59 affect my life

59 indicate i juz pass my exam
59 indicate ill be juz fail if i make more mistake
59 indicate i cannot get my 4.0 CPGA when i graduate
59 indicate i m stupid

i can sure that many people thought that i am confidence in my test
but the truth is no
i m not

i juzt act like i m confidence
this is juz one of my image maintainence
where now i use to it

why don't i act confidence eventhought i dunno how to do the question?
this is what i told myself everyday deep in my heart...
this is the main reason i pack up myself.....

because i noe i m dead

the main point of this post is

I SCREWED UP MY TEST
AND I HOPE I DON'T SCREWED UP MY LIFE~~

pls give me some time~

2010-04-11T12:20:00.001+08:00

pls pls pls~
stop ask me~~
ill tell u when the time is right~~

DILEMMA~

2010-04-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

what a typical gemini i m ....
never expect i will hav days like this....

which way i should choose~

who else can really guide me~

or what i really need is the courage to tell....

my dream

2010-04-02T19:02:00.000+08:00

i think i start to adapt to the boring-ness of Kampar..
because...i start to dream of something weird..
like~~ formal teacher scold me~
my sis puppy died...
and many many more~

or maybe i miss KL so much~

now i noe

2010-03-18T15:54:00.001+08:00

my life without you
are juz the same....
i can survive without you...

cyclilst and passenger....

2010-03-11T20:19:00.000+08:00

today we end our class at 2.30 pm
YeeLing said she don't want to wait for the bus until 3.10pm
eventually we end up with a conclusion~~

below is how we discuss:
Yee Ling: "haiyo, i don't want to wait till 3.10 pm. see no one here~"
me: "hrm, really have to wait that long?"
Yee Ling: "yalah. nothing to do!"
me:" ok la, if u dare, i fetch u back la. or u fetch me la..."
Yee Ling: " ok ah!i dare!"
me:" but u know how to fetch people? "
Yee Ling: " i don't know orh."
me: " me too...."
Yee Ling : " nevermind la. i dare...i don't want to wait till so late..."
me: " ok!"

but .....
the funny thing is....
both of us don't really know how 2 fetch other people by bicycle....

i am the one try first....
but eventually end up with....
give up....
i can't handle it well....
haiz....
so...Yee Ling try.....
result is the same....
give up
she decide to walk home....==
when we are half way out ....
we met the expert
ta-da!! Carmen!!
last time she successfully fetch me by Bicycle
since she cycle since she is small....

so we decide to ask for help....
then with alot of danger-->nearly middle of the road
and alot of trying --> try not to fall down
and alot of laughter --> we keep laughing, cause got several moment both of us nearly fell down....
last

we succeed!!

hahahhahahahaha!!!!

and Yee Ling ask me to write this blog....now u saw it!!!^^

to Michele

2010-03-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

i know you addicted to the taiwan drama < Autumn Concerto>
as it has finish broadcasting
you should know that everyone has his own way expressing their love
as it is mention in the drama

so, i juz wan you to know
i love you although i like to bully you....
and i know you did not like it

so i swear i won't bully you again....

Crossing my Heart....^^

I am not crying

2010-03-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

i am not crying
because i do not deserve to cry...
i m so wrong in my way~

what possibly i can do?
having good grade?
no, it won't change anything~

i ruin people life~
so~
do i deserve one...?
no!

How are you?

2010-02-28T14:29:00.000+08:00

just hav a enjoyable dinner with my course mate....
comparing to what i think of them before...they are actually kinda, should i say, horny
totally a cultural shock....
what i think after i came Kampar...

but feeling moody now.
usually I cycle in Kampar...almost everywhere i went

but today i walk with my fellow coursemate
and i get thechance to walk slowly in this place....

i know this is not the first time i walk
last time i were with Michele and KaiXin
but i m sick last time...
today i got the chance to feel the wind in Kampar...
and think of something
and breath
unfortunately today there are no star...
i really wish to see a star
perhaps once....just for today....

and i just have my mid-term today morning
where if i don't have any midterm today
i probably in KL now....

How's Kampar？
as usual...hot...n' cold...
katy perry huh? hehe....
but its true
hot sun and raining....everyday...

rainbow after the rain...how delightful....

ahh, yeah!
i fix my phone, so i can took many picture with my fellow friends.!

owh, it start to rian again...==
haiz~~

thats wat we call MISSING

2010-02-01T16:26:00.003+08:00

recently i often view my old friend
those secondary friend's blog...
most of them are talking bout their future plan...
some were talking about the past...

truthfully, i really want to cry when i saw those blog post...
i really hate those friends...
always me cry...hehe
i am trying hard to be tough here at Kampar...
but when i saw those blog post...
i feel so weak...
i miss all of them more than before...
i had the feeling to spend more time with them....
i feel like going bak to KL...T.T

and i am so regret
that i didn't treat some friend well
although we are closer at the last year..
but that really not enough for me...
i wish i could had more memories with you guy...

anyway, wish all of you all the best...^^
love you all <3

consecutive blogpost at msnSpace
http://freeskygirldiary.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!743265DF4E6C0799!1297.entry

2nd week~

2010-01-30T09:59:00.003+08:00

hrm... it is the third week i spend in Kampar...
everything is running well here...
this post is juz a random post...
my phone is broken...
so i cant take beautiful scene here...
what a waste...haiz....

by the way, i had found an activities to overcome my tireness and loneliness...
it's sitting at the lake side and chat...

so far that wat i do recently^^

my 1st week at Kampar

2010-01-17T10:09:00.003+08:00

hrm...

the life here can only be conclude as BORING!!!

mayb i hvn know new friend yet...i mean those who play until late night

so far most of my friend here... sleep early... some of them even far from my place....

the everyday activity here is cycling, cycling and cycling....

plus eating eating eating...==lll

what a boring life..haiz....

here some beautiful scene i took when i pass trough thr lake side...

the phto i took with my teamate at telematch

haha...eventually we won the first prize....

i din join them much on celebrating...

which i regret the most...T.T

this is the picture i took secretly in the library...

secretly ,because i do make some noise when i took the photo

the shutter sound can't off...==

Autumn Concerto

2010-01-13T23:24:00.001+08:00

is a Taiwan Drama that i recently watch

which i think it is another goo quality taiwan idol drama...

same as

it is much more logical comparing to others...

hrm...beside another member of F4 -Vanness Wu

had became a better actor after Vic Chow

now the drama is only broadcasted 15 episode

i cant wait the ending...

although it is something like those korean drama

the story are similar

but it is touching

the story really make people feel something that they never ever had before

and another i like

because it tells the story of the real world

while

tells the story of a really unforgetable love

both of them are difference from others

because they have less sound effect

this is the place where i like the most...^^

besides there are an adorable kids in the drama...

XiaoXiaoBing who representing 'XiaoLe'

he was an amazing small actor...

where he can actually make people feel what he feel....

walking in the wind of memories

2010-01-06T23:02:00.002+08:00

6th Jan...
i had back to my secondary school....
i donate my book to the school
and my mother submit some form to office...

hrm..i took a school tour in the new building with my sister
who also graduated from same school earlier than me....
i had so many memories came up in my mind
when i pass by all the corridor where i use to run at, walk at...
even fight, talk, cry....luagh, smile, regret, think...
this is what they call miss

i sat in the canteen...so many things call up in my mind....
the way we 'the senoir 3' 'bullys the junior....
the food i always eat...
the moment i queqe up....
the moment we talk together

yes i miss time i spend in the school
graduate is refreshing
but the time i had there is more...you know...
Missing...

anyway i m going to UTAR Kampar this Sunday...
everything will go well, ritez??

My December 2009

2010-01-02T01:33:00.001+08:00

as i had mention before...

i had been woking at Adidas The Mines...

now i m posting picture i took on last day with my colleague

with Ah Pang..."handsome!!"

with fish! "blu blu blu!!"

with Hon...treat u one more time ice cream lor... don mad at me lar!!haha

with fish and prince of Dumpling!!

guess wat...two of us not really wearing a glasses!!keke

p/s: i want to race with you guys again!!

me as Cassiopeaia and E.L.F

2010-01-02T01:26:00.002+08:00

five years ago

i realized that there were five extremely handsome guys in the world...

and they were from a country that takes me six hours to reach- Korea

eventually i became their fans...

i searched for everythings that related to them like crazy...

i wanted to know every thing about them

i started to like Korea...

i were a follower of Hallyu...

next year..

they had an amazing concert here..at Bukit Jalil Putra Indoor Stadium...

that night i met another 13 guy...

and the lead dancer really caught my eye!

from that moment...i became more addicted to korea stuff...

untill two years ago...

exam came into my life...

i stop some of my activities on searching and surf on the net...

but i also stop my daily activities...

i dump my initiative on them and my study...

i didn't score a good result in my exam...and i even lose myself...

until recently...

i've been so dissapointed to myself...

as a fans..i didn't do much for them....

and i didn't do much for myself...

sad for their separating...

and sad for myself....

1st day of 2010

2010-01-01T23:21:00.001+08:00

hrm...i spend most of my time today to buy stuff for my University...
shopping at Low Yat today...
and buy quite many thing...^^
satisfied!!

anyway...
HAPPY New Year...

My December 2009

2009-12-30T00:25:00.002+08:00

hrm..quite long i didn't wrote blog here...

cause i m quite busy this month...

i had spend my time thinking of my future

i had spend my time regret what i had done

i had spend my time thinking what i had study and do in this year

i had spend my time working as a promoter...

~Future~

i had decided to further my education...

instead of working

i think got a degree is still a better choice..

hehe...so an ANNOUNCEMENT here

i an going ti study at UTAR Kampar campus

i will go to Kampar soon....i think 2 week later i'll be at Kampar...

i cant really believe that i'll be study at Kampar...

not the environment is not good

but i haven't start to enjoy KL life...

~Regret~

hrm...

nothing much to say bout it...

just red my blog before to know what is happen...

~UEC Result~

okay....

i got a not-so-satisfied result

erm...juz dun wan to say

at least not good enough to apply a schorlarship

i think most of the reason is i became lazy this year

and i busy in the Graduation Committee stuff...

i didn't mention that my school result start to became bad...

~Working Experience~

my very 1st working experience

i like my colleague

since all of them are nice and funny

although it is really tiring....

and i really don't have time for practicing my piano

but i like the working quite much...

bad news is i'll stop working at end of december...

cause il start my class is Jan...

so bye my colleague!!

a tough n hard journey... a great lesson for me...

2009-11-26T21:34:00.002+08:00

i had used three day longer than usual to reach home
instead of ten minute as usual
but i had cause someone i care to reach home using a longer time than me...

what i did?
i crash my mom's car....
total lost...yes!
total lost....
crash on a tree...

i don't know what happened to me at that moment...
i had seen the guard house but the car just crashed...

i stay in hospital for two night....
nothing to do...
i was thinking maybe i m nudes
i dunno how to forgive myself...
everyone told me this is a good lesson for me...
ya....
instead of good lesson
it is a splendid class God teach me....

sorry...my beloved brother....
i don't know and i didn't even dare to wish for your fogiving
sorry... my sister....
u are much more tougher than ever... at least me
sorry... my mom...
i should listen to you in the beginning...
u can blame me but not blame yourself...
it is all my fault....

Our Memory in Pangkor Island

2009-11-22T21:24:00.002+08:00

eventually we had our Graduation trip at Pangkor Island....

1st day:

we go travel around the island

(to be continue due to lagging connection!)

~My Graduation~

2009-11-21T00:06:00.005+08:00

finally I had graduated.....

it's been 1 week ago

now only i came to report

because i m rushing to Prom Night that day

after that we had our Trip to Pangkor

okay...

begin with our Ceremony....

same as usual.... boring at the beginning....

but i were on the stage receiving awards.... twice times...

one is '为校争光'

another is SPM 6A's

and i didn't cried much when the song began

but when i saw all of my friend cried i start to cried

it remind(?) me many memory in Kuen Cheng

i think i'll miss everyone very much....

the ceremony ends at 12pm
and....

i really miss them now

after the ceremony i 'rush' back home to get prepare for Prom Night
actually i had no need to rush
cause i had not necessary to set up my hair
and i could make up myself....

in addition i drove myself to cititel...
erm....quite gd on the road...
but i m to rush (again?! -_-lll)
and made a big 'scar' on my father car...
so sorry....
and thanks to uncle and aunty who help me...

(photo ill uplaod later!)

one day left

2009-11-13T20:35:00.001+08:00

going to graduate....

this was my last week i spend my time in Kuen Cheng Girl's High School

but i m not Happy....

my 'baby' had born!!!

2009-11-04T19:15:00.002+08:00

2day is a tiring day...
keep checking, running, and marking sign....
most of the committee going to be machine...
haha...

why??
hehe...tat is because Ashley and my 'Baby' had born...
not real baby , it is our School Year book...
i m so excited!!!

this feeling came when every work i had done had worth it...
end of the day typing words, checking letter...etc.
the happiest part is that many people like it very much...^^
this really make me happy...

i want thank to many people...
first of all my Partner...Ashley...(her blog is linked at friend list)
tq for helping me... i really do learn many things through you...
there were a moment when i ask u whether it is able to publish in time
u answer me 'Yes, we can'
this really make me feel safe...
thousand of thank you...!!!

secondly is WeiJun and ShuYun...
thank you for checking the mistake so carefully...
i know that some times really hard for you all because we need to prepare for our UEC
where non of us can be defeated...
Sorry and hundred of thank you!!

third is the committee members...
we will not be able to finish our job if you guys didn't help out...

last is all of my friend....
thank you....

tis is the cover...but actually slightly different from the real book
^^

beside who want to buy the yearbook...can contact any of our senior 3 student...Thanks alot...

moment with my friend...

2009-11-01T00:29:00.002+08:00

posting picture i took recently...hehe

i like this very much...^^

but hard to find me...the last one..

abit awkward....

with YanEr and SuLi

hrm..make me angry...

the photographer...Alison...

never forget....YanEr oso the photographer^^

anyway....YanEr Happy Birthday...

the 1st day when i finish my last exam in my secondary school

2009-10-31T18:08:00.002+08:00

finally..it had over....
hrm...what should i say...
how i feel??
erm..it was juz....like that...

yesterday after we finish our exam....
we went to Time Square to watch 'Jennifer's Body'
okay..it is really disgusting....extremely disgusting....
any abit full of porn....
now i know why it is 18PL
haha...

then we juz when home...
for me ...i do nothing...
only watching tv...

actually i feel abit empty...
i think maybe it is because suddenly became so free...
abit boring....coz nth 2 do...
or maybe i had so much stress before and now finally i could release it??
dunno??
who know? God know...!!

by the way, there something i wan 2 share about..
yesterday when i walking back to home...
a guy...with a cap
came forward and ask me 'can we be friend?'
i stare at him and walk straight forward....
erm.... i am not scare of ppl or stranger to talk to me like that...
but it is not a very right time and place...
he look like so no money...
not that poor kind..
is that kind who didnt make money himself...
or i could say like this...
he look like some drug addict....erm...or some who is harmful....
and in addition it was on a cross bridge...where many begger there...
hey...
please...he really do not look like a good guy!!!

by the way....i am free now...
for hanging out....or dating,,,hehe
so ..important announcement here....
i wan a bf!!

am i too over???hehe

Our Last P.E class

2009-10-15T21:50:00.001+08:00

1 month left...
we will graduate fromour secondary school
and today we had our last P.E class
we went to the bbs court right after the recess...
we play volleyball while waiting our teacher...
some of us were playing ping-pong...^^
all of us really do enjoy the class...
then our beloved teacher who are nearly 65~70 years old came...
he decided to let us (who play volleyball) had some fun match....
tiring...but fun and memorable...

usually P.E class only took 40 minutes....
but today we use half period of Wah Soh( English teacher) class...^^
having lot of fun...cant help...

and last after we thank our teacher...
we sang a song for him...
and he looks enjoyed it..he even post a love to us...haha
how cute our teacher...

anyway thanks teacher....
ill remember the moment you teaching...
and you are always our beloved teacher...^^

18 days left...

2009-10-04T21:34:00.001+08:00

start to scare...

can i do it?

i...am...back....

2009-09-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

wow!!!it had been so long since my last post....

what am i busy for??

hrm...okay...

recently i am busy with my UEC trial....

and now it was over...but that means UEC is near around...

wish it will over faster... for everything...

since today is the last day of UEC... i sure will have some 'activities'

so eventually we went to TimeSquare... and watch a movie and eat thing.....

we watch 'G-Force' which is a another talking 'rodent' movie

but now it is not squirrel but Ginny Pig(wrong spelling i guess)...

and they do not sing but secret agent that do secret thing....

quite funny...^v^

i like this part ,they trapped in a pet shop...

and after the movie we when to have our lunch at Bar-B-Q Corner

here some pic...

Billy said got thai-cuisine....but at last only the waiter say 'sawadeeka' make the restaurant feel like thai cuisine...haiz....

picuture is perpendicular di....

nvm lar...lazy to rotate it

anyway.... celebrating her birthday...

but actually it is so not that feel...

Niko... Sorry...

my eye is swell...thanks to Trial exam....muacks...T_T

unexpected guest... known her 4 long time but nvr chat before

finally went out together...quite special..haha

actually Billy is the one who eat the most....haha joking only

Billy, don't take it serious ya!

we didn't took much photo...but we do have fun....

coz many of us keep being 'Ke Le Fe'

after the eating and photographing....we went shopping....

last, end my post with our ' Da he Zhao'

photo that took by the table of Johny's Restaurant...

thanks to the table

oh! and also the menu....^^

30 Hour Famine 2009

2009-08-25T08:03:00.009+08:00

it's been some time ago since my last post...
and its been some time since last two day...

ya, I'd went to 30 hour Famine...
actually i were scare at 1st...
i dun think i would alive not to eat for 30 hour...
but eventually I DID IT!!!!

the camp i participate is D.I.Y camp...
where it is started since last year...
and according to World Vision....this year camper reach 10 thousand...

my camp is at my very own school...
but not only our student, there are also campers from Beautiful Gate
almost 300 ppl... i think...

with my team member... Group 11...

many activities we held here...
after the 'knowing each others' game....
we got to play FC1 with our group...
modified we are a fmily frm a poor country and we have to manage to live on
by selling things (new paper , star made my all 'family' member etc.)

after FC1 was the FC2
where we were the refugee after an earthquake...
we had to find our family who lost in the disaster..
i m a Brazilian....15 years old...
we have to rebuild our home...by news paper,plastic bag, tap....
and we have to find a work, get vaccine and get some free food

our home...actually it was quite 'strong' at 1st...
but it become ' weak' after our 'decoration'...haiz....

after the Famine Challenge we have a little concert
i am so impress because they manage to invite many artist
although not that famous
but they really give us some energy...

with Lyn...

with Suet-Min

Tang-Xiao-Kang, who i do not aspect he would come...

most popular singer in pur school....

He-Zhi-Jian

after the concert we do some sharing....
i'd cried... it do remind me many thing...
about my family....
and we got to rest at the midnight in our school hall....

this is the 1st time i sleep in a sleeping bag...
so uncomfortable....

with Jia Yin....

our team leader...

me and choo...

with Rinnie..one of our team member...

then i woke up at 6.13 am in the morning where i manage 2 sleep in the night...
but i was quite good and didn't feel any hunger....

on the way to Bukit Jalil

we went to Bukit Jalil Putra Indoor Stadium to attend the main camp...
they have concert there,where many artist performce too...
but of course those artist are more famous comparing to artist who came too our school...

too sleepy....

most of us are wearing mask...

actually all of them do sing good song, but i fall asleep when Daniel sang Micheal Jackson's song 'Heal The World'

i really dun wan it but i started to hungry and tired..
many smell and taste of food automatically came to me....
oh my godness!!
i only took few artist photo, who i think they are famous

Yise, Micheal Wong, Hao-Ren, Gary from 8tv
i miss A-Mei, i do saw her, but i am not mear the stage
because i nearly faint...
i'll upload it once i get it from my fren...

at last is the break-fast...
wow what a relief!!!
but the organizer only gave us a bottle of soya...
but i think it is okay since those money is more important to save people who are poor...
so most os the camper buy food at outside of the stadium

after that we do took some photo....
i haven got it yet....
I'll update it later...^^

Frustration..

2009-08-10T11:46:00.001+08:00

this is the 1st time and the last time i express my NEGATIVE emotion...

honestly i do not really like people ignoring me....
but don't know why i felt today many people just keep ignoring me....
actually it is after my piano class...

for more detail, actually the one i dislike is me myself..
i felt that i m so useless...
i always think that i can do it well
but in result is i just ruined it...
i really wish i can play the pieces well...
this make me feel so frustrating...

then there are thing that make me more angry about...
some thick-face people came around...
i can't believe she actually said she want to have dinner at my house
while we , the children, only can have porridge as our dinner
(we didn't wan 2 waste the porridge so we decide not to cook)
and do she think this is her home or what?
how can a non-family-member simply take off her socks and throw it anywhere...

hey!please you are not my mom god-daughter!!!
you are the one and the only one who admit about please....
don't think you are princess and every one need to agree about what you think, you talk and you do....
STOP BEING SELF-CENTER and NARCISSISTIC

do u need me remind u every time you come....
oh, ya!
please get out of my life!!!!!

DayOff

2009-08-09T15:11:00.001+08:00

finally 'Dayoff' come...
Thanks to A(H1N1)....==
but i m kinda worried....
coz the suspect is our beloved Cikgu Rohayah...
who taught us BM last year...
wishing she is fine...

about the day off...
actually i dun wan it...
ur class are not going to finished if v have School Close for i week...
with an uncompleted lesson n sit for exam...
i cant imagine what result will come out in UEC...
without good result in UEC i cant get into a university...
then my mom will ask me to become flight attendence...
n my life willl end up will depending on my future husband...
most importantly my dream cant fullfill....

ARH...
cant think anymore....
what a scary future ill get...

but a three day holiday... is okay...!!^^
we need some fresh air please...!!!
we need breath...!!

okay....i wont waste tis three days....
i hav 2 finish all da work and notes...
and do more review....

pls dont address me as a bookworm
i m absolutely not!!!
i m just take responsible to my future...
unlike someone....(or more than 1)
always solve problem with 'terror'...

oh...
eventually i change my theme...
cute isn't it??
i dun like the classic theme provide by Blogger....
so eventually i end up download it FREE online...
and i like more then those before...kaka....

《汉舞风韵》

2009-08-03T05:32:00.001+08:00

August 1st,
a beautiful night...
an important night for dancer frm Kuen Cheng Chinese Folk Dance Club and Han-Fong Dance club
getting through every problem...
finally the Dance Allure 《汉舞风韵》had succeeed...

Congrate to every dancer...

it was a very beautiful performance....
although i use three hour to reach the destination (Kuen Cheng High School School Hall) with three hour which usually only used half an hour...
but i think it worth...

one of the dance i like the most 《心语》
this dance even won a prize...
Video link: their performance when they compete

there are more i like but sorry i cant find any of their picture

moreover, our school Chinese folk dance club also performe a new dance 《恸》 and their prize-winning dance 《行·祭》
Video link

other pic i took with Hui Juin and Qian Ling

i want to graduate....

2009-07-29T10:54:00.001+08:00

when will my Uni life be coming??
i like my recent life...
but...
it is kinda TOO tired...

gosh....help me....
unfinish project (impossible to finish...==)
unfinish homework (although oni math.... but i dun hav the time....)
unfinish problem (unable to get a good night sleep is my largest problem....haiz...)

i m going to 'died' if i keep being 'not enough sleep'

Genie.. Genie...
if i realli got three wishes
my 1st wish is get enough time to sleep...
ARH~~~~

changing name....

2009-07-20T11:45:00.001+08:00

juz decide to change my name...
not i don't like the old one but i always feel weird when i introduce myself...

anyway....my new name is Andrea...
juz ignore the blog add...i can't change tat...

hope this new name can bring my life more brighter...

btw.. i watched Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince yesterday...
i like it....coz i m a big fans of Harry Potter...keke

what a NAIVE girl i m....

2009-07-17T13:35:00.001+08:00

recently i have been trough an 'unfortunately' days...
haiz....only have sadness and anger...and full regret...

but today happened something totally funny and EMBARRASS....
ok, what happened is today i went to the gas station after school with my sis
because she want to refill her car fuel tank...
and while she is busy with her 'refiling' she ask me to go into the shop to buy some snack...

I turn round and round (not much turn since the shop are not big),
comparing the price between Twisties and Chipster
finally i choose the hot and spicy Chipster....

i head on to the counter with smiling and friendly the cashier
everything working on well...
the Unfortunate Event right after i paid the bill and waiting for the change...

hrm....i seek around the counter since there are many sweet...
and suddenly i saw a pack with a man and a women who nearly kiss....
then... the stupid me took one and ask the cashier
"Apa ini? Perfume?" (what is this? Perfume?)
with a totally naive look....
the cashier answer me "erm... ini..."(erm..this is....)
then i suddenly understand....
it is not a perfume or anything related...
a big "ORH...."came out from my mouth...
and three of us (two cashier and me) laugh with embarrass and weird look...
i quickly grab my change and rush out....

i can't believe myself....
my mom say usually ppl sell that thing at counter b'coz most of the ppl buyin oni 'pay n go'
no one would ask...
but the NAIVE me.... simply ask out " apa ini?"
with my school t'shirt on....
i think the two cashier must think that "what a brave girl"
haiz....

i m too embarrass to revel what the pack is...
i think most of you already can guess...
by the way...no picture this time....
plz...how can i take picture in that situation??
haiz....==

The Thing that I will Never Regret...

2009-07-13T12:55:00.001+08:00

honestly i always feel regret after make an decision...
but there are one thing i will never regret about...

Loving TVXQ....

ok, i know now many of you (beside Cassiopeia) must have signing now...
but i still won't regret liking them...
i own that i didn't pay much attention to them these few month...
but when i accidentally listened to their song in my phone...
i have a great feel..
it is so nice...

last few year i like them for like no reason
or i can say 60% only for their handsome looking....
other 40% are their personalities, their sing and dancing skill
i had been chasing them( so chase at all since they often came to Malaysia)
saving their picture (until a 1GB pendrive going to burst! i didn't miss out any of their picture)
searching for their news, their story...etc...
like i can't lose them...

but when i growing up
i became busy of my schoolwork
then i realize they are just idol
now i not even spend my time searching for their news nor picture
and i start to like other singer

or you can say i start to learn how to appreciate a star or singer
from what they got
like their singing skill, dancing skill, acting and more...
so now i only like the song that are really good

i can't say that TVXQ do not have good voice
they really do have the so-called angel voice

hrm...seem like i didn't talking bout the point...

the point is now i still like them but not only their good looking
but also what they show to the audience as a performer...

in addition, i don't think they are 'God' to me like other LOLI
i just like them as a good performers
'cause they are human being
sometime they do show some 'personalities'
and i do take attention on THAT
for me everyone is not perfect including me...

the reason i say this is because one of my teacher told me n my exclassmate last year
that we though that TVXQ are GOD
that not true..they are just my idol...

last, i just wanna say that like n loving them is my pleasure
make them be my idol is my sweet memories in my lifetime

feeling extremely tired...

2009-07-08T09:33:00.001+08:00

i m so tire for doing thing like typing, checking and many many more..
but it doesn't mean I want 2 quit my job as the Editor...

anyway, i just want to express my tiredness

hrm, tomorrow v r going 2 compete in the MSSMKL Gymnastic Competition
i don't think we will got even a silver or gold medal...
honestly i didn't take part in the competition,
this is a great pleasure of me b'coz had made a good choice at the beginning of the year..
i do like Gymnastic...
but u discuss bout the club...
oh..plz....i really don't like it....actually is disappoint about it...

ok i do follow them 2 SJKC Salak South
but i tell you what my job is...
buy drinks, tie hair, make up, contact with the bus driver...
more n more...
that wats i nid 2 do as a BIG SISTER...
haiz...

anyway,
anything can happen,
wish them luck...

ill 'report' what happen tomorrow...
getting tired...

The Carnival...

2009-07-05T20:17:00.002+08:00

hrm....2day is quite a bz day...
1st i struggle myself frm the keep-coughing-dream
actually i am waken up by my mom...haiz..TT
then i follow my family go out to have our breakfast...

ok,bout da breakfast...hrm...
i didn't hav a gd time there...
coz da table v r using were extremely small...
quite a pity table used by 5 ppl...haiz....

after tat v went to my primary school ...
they were having a carnival there....
it is organized by the skool n also Astro...

rite, it is Astro...
but i didn't saw any performance there
mayb v r really late when v arrive...
but i do saw 2 male host frm Astro...
1 is da host 4
not Royce...i can't really remember his name...
another is da male host for channel 302 in Astro...

bak 2 da skool...
i took some picture...

i used 2 play under da tree n get some insect bite...haiz...
ignore da horse n da crownded ppl..

da basketbal court i use 2 'played' basketball
i really dun play basketballTT
again...ignore those 'lala'

i used to went up tis staircase n run down frm it...
haiz...ignore da picture...or u can turn ur head 2 hav a better look...^^

my Sunday didn't finish like is....
after da crowded-hot-boring-carnival
i went back home n continue my yearbook stuff....

wat a boring weekend....

Introducing to the world

2009-07-04T23:09:00.002+08:00

ok, finally I m here after many editing n changing
juz try to make my new 'home' look better...^^

but i think things does not work out very much...haiz...

anyway, let me explain to you all why I create a new blog when i have a quite a good one

1st, i want to practice my 'broken english', so i'll be using English in this Blog....

p/s: my english is not tat gd, so someimes i'll using the 'proper' one but sometime will be the 'broken' one...

2nd, trying 2 globalise my friend network (huh?)
eventually i want a chinese blog and also a English blog
since i hav three Chinese blog, so i decide to have a English blog here...

3rd, i just feel to create one...

btw, there will be a huge different between my msn spaces n Blogger
that is I will change my style of composing a blog
i used to have a sentimental style
but i think i will try to be abit more funny and more close to my life here...

so,
whoever read my Blogger can learn more bout my life
eventually it is quite boring life
and closer to me....

keke...so
look forward for my next post ya....

Luv you all,
Adriana