a tough n hard journey... a great lesson for me...

i had used three day longer than usual to reach home
instead of ten minute as usual
but i had cause someone i care to reach home using a longer time than me...

what i did?
i crash my mom's car....
total lost...yes!
total lost....
crash on a tree...

i don't know what happened to me at that moment...
i had seen the guard house but the car just crashed...

i stay in hospital for two night....
nothing to do...
i was thinking maybe i m nudes
i dunno how to forgive myself...
everyone told me this is a good lesson for me...
ya....
instead of good lesson
it is a splendid class God teach me....

sorry...my beloved brother....
i don't know and i didn't even dare to wish for your fogiving
sorry... my sister....
u are much more tougher than ever... at least me
sorry... my mom...
i should listen to you in the beginning...
u can blame me but not blame yourself...
it is all my fault....